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FeeqaMustafa`s: October 2011

Oct 26, 2011

when i think of love, then i think of you

and this is something that i`ll do when i miss you.

*hint hint*


Oct 25, 2011

Quick update

kawan-kawan sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat ayah kepada kawan Feeqa. Allahyarham baru meninggal sebentar tadi. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman. Amin.

* be strong awk.


Oct 24, 2011

OhGod! :(

don't you just hate when your shirt especially white shirt become like this?
i do :(

but who should be blamed now?

'miss shawl striking orange yang luntur'


' cik Feeqa yang malas asing basuh baju ikut warna?'

adoyaiii -,-

till then.. bye!

muka mintak penampar! sila tampar -,-


Oct 14, 2011

Aku kuat.

Wanita yang kuat adalah wanita yang tabah menghadapi semua masalah. Wanita yang pandai mengawal perasaan marah dengan mengingati Allah. Wanita yang selalu tersenyum dihadapan orang lain walaupun menghadapi masalah yang besar. Wanita yang sentiasa menggembirakan orang lain dengan gelak tawa walaupun hatinya terluka. Wanita yang sentiasa mendoakan kegembiraan rakan-rakanya walaupun hatinya diselubungi duka. Wanita yang sentiasa menguntum senyuman kepada orang yang berduka.
Kerana baginya itu semua adalah ubat kepada masalah dirinya sendiri. 

Sewaktu Allah menduga hati ini dengan pelbagai DUGAAN, sewaktu itulah Dia mahu melihat seteguh mana, sekuat mana hati makhluk-Nya. Namun hakikatnya, hati seorang wanita halus, mudah terluka, mudah kecewa, mudah menangis..

hei wanita di atas..

ketahuilah kenapa kamu sering menangis tatkala menerima musibah. Bukan kerana kamu lemah, tetapi kerana  Allah ciptakan wanita itu mahluk yang unik. 

Allah ciptakan wanita sebagai makhluk istimewa, 
Dia kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya, 
Dia lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman, 
Dia kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia, 
Dia teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang saat yang lain menyerah, 
Dia beri wanita naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam keadaan apapun, 
Dia kuatkan batinya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman, walau disakiti oleh orang-orang yang ia sayangi. 

Wanita mahluk kuat, tapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana Allah beri dia air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberinya kekuatan baru.


Oct 11, 2011

Don't trouble your pretty little head, this end right now.

there's a point in your life when you know who stays forever and who is just around for a while. people change, but so do you. Sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. bad thing happen to everyone, you're not in it alone. people lie and some people just don't care how you feel. your heart beats, no matter how much you're in pain.

everything will be okay... eventually. there are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. I know the distance. i've been dealing with all my life, don't tell me it's easy, because it's not!

i'd rather keep in touch with the people i love, than just drop it and forget about it. You don't forget the ones you love. It doesn't work like that. give it all you've got and live your life to the fullest. People would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn't mean you don't count. 

be strong feeqa :)


Oct 7, 2011

why oh why

i dont understand why. i am sorry but ily

# get well soon feeqa -.-


Oct 6, 2011

Unlock my heart, shelter my soul.

These few day i was contented myself with too many stuffs that really brings me down :(
well, i know when u see me outside, u can always see my smile. but sometimes we cannot deny how we feel inside. right?

err.. okay okay, i shouldnt be sad about the past. just THROW IT AWAY, FORGIVE THEM and FORGET YESTERDAY. come on feeqa, you`re young. so shut up, and enjoy life. yeah roarrr!

#nuff said. i just need a hug right now. anyone?


Oct 5, 2011

I'm not afraid to try again, i`m just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason

U know that feeling when u're waiting? waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, falling into bed 
and just let everything out that u kept in all day in ur mind! That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either. and u`re tired. tired of EVERYTHING, tired of NOTHING and u just want someone to be there and tell u..

" its okay dear, everything is gonna be alright. if its not alright, u know that u can ALWAYS have me whenever u're in need."

peeps! its nice to hear even it is just to 'sedapkan hati' ? thats it.. most people they dont really meant OR maybe they dont really know what it is mean OR maybe they just dont care :)

so yeah u know no one`s going to be there. and u know u have to be STRONG for yourself, because no one can fix u!
But u`re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong and for once, u just want it to be easy. But u know u won`t be....

But u`re still HOPING and u`re still WISHING, u`re still staying STRONG and FIGHTING, with tears in your eyes.
you`re fighting.. and this is exactly how I FEEL RIGHT NOW!
i`m sorry if you think that i get too carried away with all those shits happened in my current life, but yet u have to know even the strongest can be broken. and so am i...