Unlock my heart, shelter my soul.

These few day i was contented myself with too many stuffs that really brings me down :(

well, i know when u see me outside, u can always see my smile. but sometimes we cannot deny how we feel inside. right?

err.. okay okay, i shouldnt be sad about the past. just THROW IT AWAY, FORGIVE THEM and FORGET YESTERDAY. come on feeqa, you`re young. so shut up, and enjoy life. yeah roarrr!

#nuff said. i just need a hug right now. anyone?

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I'm not afraid to try again, i`m just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason

U know that feeling when u're waiting? waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, falling into bed 

and just let everything out that u kept in all day in ur mind! That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either. and u`re tired. tired of EVERYTHING, tired of NOTHING and u just want someone to be there and tell u..

" its okay dear, everything is gonna be alright. if its not alright, u know that u can ALWAYS have me whenever u're in need."

peeps! its nice to hear even it is just to 'sedapkan hati' ? thats it.. most people they dont really meant OR maybe they dont really know what it is mean OR maybe they just dont care :)

so yeah u know no one`s going to be there. and u know u have to be STRONG for yourself, because no one can fix u!

But u`re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong and for once, u just want it to be easy. But u know u won`t be....

But u`re still HOPING and u`re still WISHING, u`re still staying STRONG and FIGHTING, with tears in your eyes.

you`re fighting.. and this is exactly how I FEEL RIGHT NOW!

i`m sorry if you think that i get too carried away with all those shits happened in my current life, but yet u have to know even the strongest can be broken. and so am i...

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Diam bukan berarti pasrah dan mengalah bukan berarti kalah

hai hoi huiii ! Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh .

haaaa! rajin-rajin kan mulut korang menjawab salam aku dengan nada yang betul, sebutan yang tepat lagi mantap. haha. okeh! pejam celik pejam tak celik dah 18 hari kita berpose, esok hari ke 19, lusa hari ke 20, tulat hari ke 21 ... bla bla bla~ dah nak ghaye! sooo sekarang jom sama-sama jerit!

oyey! tahun ni TAK dapat raya. *agaknya

tapiiii bukan tu yang aku nak cerita. kalau tak dapat nak raya tu, 'biasa' la kot.

Laaaa ni ceq nak cerita pasai kawan *speking penang 
kawan bermacam ragam! baca balik aku punya tajuk entry,
'diam bukan berarti pasrah dan mengalah bukan berarti kalah'
setuju?
#sekarang aku sedar yang tajuk entry tak ada kene mengena dengan apa yang aku nak cerita sekarang. hoho :')

Baiklah, now!

kadang-kadang kawan yang kita anggap kawan bukanlah kawan yang sebenar kerana kawan yang sebenar akan membantu kawan dia yang lain apabila kawan-kawan mereka ditimpa masalah.
tak begitu kawan?
  *latih sikit mulut korang yek, aku tahu time berpuasa ni korang tak ada exercise mulut! hauhauhau

tapi macamana pula kalau situasi macam bawah ni :

situasi 1 

aku : boleh belikan aku makanan tak?
kawan : boleh.. boleh... meh la..

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kawan : eeee! bukannye tak boleh turun beli sendiri, harapkan aku jee.. 

situasi 2 

kawan : feeqa, dah siap kerja? boleh tolong aku tak?
aku : boleh jeeee.. tp aku tak pandai ajar orang tau!
*berdasarkan cerita betul

kawan : takpe..

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kawan : ape ntah! satu hape aku tak paham. tak pandai ajar mcm pandai je.

-,-

terasa sangat-sangat sakit hati. tapi sabaaaaar....sabaaaaarr... saaaabaaarr ..
tapii jangan jadikan sabaaaar aku sampai melethop!

aku diam bukan berarti aku 'telan' semua yang korang hembus,
aku diam bukan berarti aku 'angguk' kan semua yang korang cerita,
aku diam bukan berarti aku pasrah .

chill!

till then,

happy fasting :)

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