I'm not afraid to try again, i`m just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason

U know that feeling when u're waiting? waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, falling into bed 

and just let everything out that u kept in all day in ur mind! That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either. and u`re tired. tired of EVERYTHING, tired of NOTHING and u just want someone to be there and tell u..

" its okay dear, everything is gonna be alright. if its not alright, u know that u can ALWAYS have me whenever u're in need."

peeps! its nice to hear even it is just to 'sedapkan hati' ? thats it.. most people they dont really meant OR maybe they dont really know what it is mean OR maybe they just dont care :)

so yeah u know no one`s going to be there. and u know u have to be STRONG for yourself, because no one can fix u!

But u`re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong and for once, u just want it to be easy. But u know u won`t be....

But u`re still HOPING and u`re still WISHING, u`re still staying STRONG and FIGHTING, with tears in your eyes.

you`re fighting.. and this is exactly how I FEEL RIGHT NOW!

i`m sorry if you think that i get too carried away with all those shits happened in my current life, but yet u have to know even the strongest can be broken. and so am i...

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♥ THANKS FOR READING ♥

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